My older brother drove down

**PART 7 — THE PERSON WE THOUGHT WAS THE MONSTER**

Cole took my phone away before I finished reading.

“No.”

“I haven’t said anything.”

“You’re thinking it.”

“You don’t know what I’m thinking.”

“You’re my sister.”

Detective Shaw studied the photograph.

“Vincent wants Sarah because he knows she’s the emotional pressure point.”

I looked at Derek.

The man who had deliberately held the ch/o/ke.

The bully who had terrorized that gym.

Now he looked frightened.

Human.

I hated that part.

It would have been easier if monsters always looked like monsters.

“Why restrain Derek?” I asked.

Shaw zoomed in.

“Maybe Derek ran.”

Cole said, “Or Vincent decided he was disposable.”

Martin, who had now been moved into formal custody, had warned them.

Vincent protects Vincent.

Nobody else.

Shaw’s phone rang.

Evan.

This time, Shaw answered immediately.

“Where are you?”

“Safe.”

“Define safe.”

“With Rebecca.”

“Where?”

“I’m not telling you until Vincent is secured.”

Shaw cursed.

Evan continued.

“But I know where the photograph was taken.”

Everyone leaned closer.

“How?”

“The wall.”

I looked at the image.

Bare concrete behind Derek.

Evan said, “It’s an old training warehouse.”

“Address?”

“I’ll send it.”

Cole grabbed his jacket.

Shaw stopped him.

“Not you.”

Cole stared.

“You brought me this far.”

“That was before this became an active hostage situation.”

Cole’s face hardened.

Shaw continued.

“You are not law enforcement.”

“No.”

“And you’re emotionally involved.”

“Yes.”

“Which makes you dangerous.”

Cole stepped closer.

“To who?”

Shaw actually smiled.

“That answer is why you’re staying.”

For once, Cole lost an argument.

Barely.

A tactical team prepared.

I stayed in a command vehicle several blocks away with Cole.

Neither of us spoke for a long time.

Then I said:

“You scared me tonight.”

He looked over.

“When?”

“When Derek challenged you.”

Cole blinked.

“That part?”

“Yes.”

“I wasn’t in danger.”

“That’s what you think.”

He smiled faintly.

“I knew exactly what I was doing.”

“That doesn’t mean nothing can happen.”

His smile disappeared.

I looked out the window.

“I’ve spent my entire life thinking you aren’t afraid of anything.”

“That’s because you’re terrible at reading me.”

I laughed softly.

“Seriously?”

“Seriously.”

“What scares you?”

He stared toward the warehouse lights in the distance.

“You.”

I turned.

He clarified.

“Losing you.”

My throat tightened for reasons unrelated to Derek.

Cole continued.

“Mom. People I care about. Making the wrong decision when somebody else pays for it.”

“That sounds exhausting.”

“It is.”

“Then why keep doing it?”

He shrugged.

“Because somebody has to make decisions anyway.”

I looked at my brother.

For years, I had imagined strength as a kind of armor.

Cole had it.

I didn’t.

Tonight, I understood that armor didn’t eliminate fear.

It merely taught you how to move while carrying it.

Shaw’s voice came over the radio.

Team entering.

My pulse climbed.

Thirty seconds.

One minute.

Then shouting over the radio.

Movement.

A door breached.

“Derek located!”

Then:

“No Vincent.”

Cole leaned forward.

“What?”

Shaw’s voice:

“Warehouse clear except Derek.”

My stomach dropped.

Trap.

Cole reached for the door.

An officer outside stopped him.

Then my phone rang.

Unknown number.

Cole and I stared at it.

“Answer,” Shaw ordered over the radio.

I put it on speaker.

Vincent Kane’s voice was smooth.

“You disappoint me, Sarah.”

I said nothing.

“You were supposed to come alone.”

Cole mouthed: keep him talking.

I swallowed.

“Where are you?”

Vincent chuckled.

“Your father asked better questions.”

My hands went cold.

“You knew him.”

“Very well.”

“Did you k/i/ll him?”

Cole’s head snapped toward me.

Silence on the line.

Then Vincent said:

“No.”

I hadn’t expected that.

“Why should I believe you?”

“Because Thomas Miller’s d/e/@/th was the worst thing that ever happened to my business.”

“What?”

“He had backups I couldn’t find.”

Cole leaned closer.

Vincent continued.

“Your father d/i/ed exactly the way the doctors said he did.”

“Then why threaten him?”

“Because I wanted him scared.”

“You wanted him silent.”

“Yes.”

The casual admission chilled me.

“But d/e/@/d?” Vincent said. “No. D/e/@/d men create martyrs. Frightened men make mistakes.”

“Dad didn’t.”

“No.”

Vincent sounded almost respectful.

“He didn’t.”

I glanced at Cole.

Something inside both of us loosened.

Not forgiveness.

Not peace.

But the question that had haunted us since dawn had an answer.

Dad’s final day had not been manufactured by Vincent.

Vincent continued.

“Your father beat me once.”

“Then why are you still doing this?”

“Because he d/i/ed before he could finish.”

I heard an engine in the background.

Road noise.

Cole scribbled something.

MOVING VEHICLE.

I said, “What do you want?”

“Your brother.”

Cole froze.

“Why?”

“Because six years ago, Thomas’s records disappeared.”

“And?”

“I assumed Cole had them.”

“He didn’t.”

“I know that now.”

“So why me?”

Vincent sighed.

“Because Derek was supposed to pressure you.”

“By ch/o/king me?”

“He was supposed to frighten you.”

Rage burned through me.

“He made me unconscious.”

“That was Derek being Derek.”

For the first time, Vincent sounded irritated.

“He became increasingly difficult to control.”

“So you restrained him.”

“Yes.”

“Why?”

“He tried to blackmail me.”

There it was.

Derek wasn’t innocent.

But he wasn’t the mastermind either.

He had discovered the scale of Vincent’s operation and tried to demand more money.

Vincent decided to remove him.

“Where are you now?”

Vincent laughed.

“Goodbye, Sarah.”

The line disconnected.

Cole immediately asked technicians if they traced it.

Partially.

Cell tower.

Highway corridor.

Shaw rushed back from the warehouse with Derek.

Derek looked nothing like the man from the gym.

His arrogance was gone.

“I’ll tell you everything.”

Cole stared at him.

Derek avoided his eyes.

“Why should anyone trust you?”

“You shouldn’t.”

That answer surprised all of us.

Derek looked at me.

“I’m sorry.”

My body stiffened.

He continued.

“I know that doesn’t matter.”

“It doesn’t.”

“I know.”

For once, there was no excuse.

No “you tapped late.”

No tough-love nonsense.

No contact-sport explanation.

Just truth.

“I liked having power over people.”

Nobody spoke.

“It made me feel important.”

He looked toward his hands.

“And Vincent paid me.”

I wanted to hate him cleanly.

Completely.

But Derek looked less like a monster now and more like a pathetic man who had repeatedly chosen cruelty because cruelty made him feel large.

That was somehow uglier.

“What does Vincent want?” Shaw asked.

Derek answered immediately.

“To leave.”

“Country?”

“Yes.”

“How?”

“Private airfield.”

“Which?”

Derek gave them a location.

Shaw turned to officers.

Cole grabbed his arm.

“Could be another trap.”

Derek shook his head.

“It isn’t.”

Cole looked at him.

“How do you know?”

“Because I booked the aircraft.”

Everyone froze.

“When?”

“Yesterday.”

“Before Sarah?”

“Yes.”

My skin prickled.

This had been planned before Derek ch/o/ked me.

Vincent had already intended to disappear.

My incident wasn’t the beginning.

It had simply accelerated everything.

Shaw asked, “Departure time?”

Derek looked at the wall clock.

“Forty minutes.”

Units moved.

Airfield notified.

Roadblocks coordinated.

Then Derek said:

“He won’t be alone.”

Shaw stopped.

“Who?”

Derek looked toward me.

“Rebecca Mercer.”

My stomach dropped.

“No.”

Evan had said Rebecca was safe with him.

Derek shook his head.

“You don’t understand.”

“Rebecca is helping police.”

“No.”

He swallowed.

“Rebecca is Vincent’s partner.”